by
Augie Morado and Tiffany Messick
Augie
As masters and doctoral students,
how can we continue making progress on our theses and dissertations during the
COVID-19 shutdown?
To begin, it would be
helpful to review the “COVID-19
Guidance for Research, Scholarship and Artistry” on NIU’s website. This
page outlines NIU’s definition for “essential research”:
“research that has the potential
to address the COVID-19 crisis; human-subjects research that would endanger
research participants if stopped; or projects where termination of the activities
would lead to loss of long-running experimental data including longitudinal
studies, loss of critical time-series or time-sensitive data, loss of equipment
or loss of research-related organisms.”
For all other research, NIU
stresses that travel bans are in place and encourages researchers to work
remotely whenever possible. Furthermore, NIU has ceased all non-essential on campus
research activities, including work in labs, until further notice.
As for my dissertation research, I’m still reviewing sources and
making connections between folklore studies, digital rhetoric, and the
ethics of amplification, so I can do much of this the same as before. My access
to the NIU library is limited since I live 45 minutes away and it is currently
closed. The good news, however, is that if I do need a book, they remain
available from NIU’s library through pick-up via an online paging service;
instructions for that can be found here.
If your research entails
interviews or other contact with people, it may be helpful to speak with your
committee about whether all or part of your research could be moved online.
Apps such as Zoom Microsoft Teams are becoming more popular in academia for everything
from class sessions to work meetings and are suitable media for
interviews that were originally meant to take place in person.
With this in mind, it’s also
important to discuss with your committee ethical considerations for moving
aspects of your research online. This may require you to rethink who decide you
interview, which may in turn affect what data you collect. After all, you’re
not the only one whose routine has been disrupted by COVID-19; your
participants may suddenly have pressing needs for things like food, shelter,
employment and may now lack the time and resources to commit to your research.
Additionally, COVID-19 may also
be an opportunity to connect more with the people involved in your research, as
Sharon Ravitch points out here.
Interviews and meetings could serve as a chance to check in with the people you
are interviewing to ensure that they are doing okay during this time.
Finally, I’m doing my best regardless
of recent events. I’m taking my dog on long walks every day, making sure we
both stay in shape. Every Thursday, I meet up with friends through Zoom to
catch up and play games; usually we meet in person for this, but we’re making
the most of our online meetings and discovering that we can bring together
people who are normally too far away to come out. Additionally, I went on a few dates with a girl a few weeks before the shutdown: we're hitting it off well and finding ways to stay
in touch: we text every day, talk on the phone at least once a week, and follow
a workout routine she introduced me to so that we have something to do
together. In addition to the distance created by the quarantine, we're both busy between work and school, but we communicate well, and I look
forward to seeing how we continue to bond through this. Regarding the men's baseball league I play in, season's been postponed, but there's still work to be done at the field and I help whenever I can. And of course, I have
my immediate family, and we all continue to help and support each other as
normal.
Once every couple of weeks, I get a couple bags of whole bean coffee so
that I can have fresh ground coffee in the morning and throughout the day; I
don’t indulge much, so that’s a luxury I allow myself. I'm also replaying some old
games and trying out some new ones. So overall, I’m doing pretty well. Things are challenging, but I’m doing my best to work
through them and enjoy life as much as I can while staying safe.
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| Whole beans for days! |
Enough about me; let’s turn
things over to Tiffany.
Tiffany
Honestly, most graduate students
spend most of their time isolated, studying and writing, and I am no different.
Not much has changed for me since quarantine began. However, I’m definitely
feeling the effects just like everyone. I live alone with my two wiener dogs. Thank
goodness I have their company! The hardest part of being a PhD student that I
was least prepared for was the isolation. Often even people in your own
department don’t know much about your specific research focus, which can lead
you to wonder what the value of your work is. Graduate students aren’t
generally super social either. The quarantine has definitely exacerbated this
sense of isolation for me exponentially, which is quite disillusioning. I feel
disassociated from my dissertation committee and my family and friends. On the
other hand, many people I haven’t spoken to in a while have reached out to me online
to say hello, which probably wouldn’t have happened had they not felt the same
sense of isolation because of the pandemic. Mandated social distancing has made
me feel less like a super nerd because everyone is at home so suddenly it’s necessary
and not uncool. Basically I’ve been training for this my whole life.
Initially, I felt encouraged
because of the increase in uninterrupted time to work on the last chapter of my
dissertation and edits to other chapters. I am an introvert and enjoy my own
company and need time to refuel. My productivity increased. I was able to keep
more regular work hours and I felt more accomplished. As the weeks continued
though, I began to feel drained because even I need a little time away from
myself – a night out. The uncertainty of the pandemic really, really
exacerbated the uncertainty of my living situation, my current and future
employment, and most distressingly graduation and completing my dissertation.
It’s been a slow journey working to get my first chapter approved. I don’t deal
well with ambiguity and it’s nearly impossible to plan for a future when I’m
unsure when I’ll graduate, and where and how I’ll live. Not knowing when the
pandemic will begin to subside and the increased isolation, has been making me
even more despondent about my future and my dissertation project.
It felt as though my life was on
hold before the pandemic and now it absolutely feels as though the entire world
is on hold. I know for some of you who do research in the sciences, carrying
out research projects that take years in the lab, have really experienced a significantly
discouraging setback, so in that respect I’m fortunate. I’m in the English
department so my research hasn’t been put on hold. During quarantine I’ve
received 3 rejection e-mails from universities. I spent October – February
sending out applications for tenure track positions. That has not helped. I
follow higher education news sources like The
Chronicle of Higher Education and Inside
Higher Ed and many academics on Twitter and have heard a great deal about
the cutting of funding and jobs that will result because of the pandemic and
this keeps me awake at night. Communication with my committee has slowed down
quite a bit and this also keeps me awake at night.
I miss interacting with my
students and watching breakthroughs happen. I have a group that is so engaged
and eager to discuss difficult and important issues this semester and I really
miss creating knowledge and seeking truth in the classroom. I’ve done my best
to transition to an online environment with PowerPoint and Blackboard and Zoom,
but I’ll never feel as though I know enough about online instruction to do
enough. I’m being as flexible as possible with students and doing what I can to
be there for them because we’re counselors too, but e-mails have increased, and
I do fall behind.
So… how am I combating the
anxiety and uncertainty during COIVD-19?
- Exercise – I do cardio at home so fortunately my routine wasn’t interrupted. If yours was, there are so many free and easy to access exercise videos that don’t require any equipment for all abilities and fitness levels. I’m taking long walks with my two dogs. Also, running and bike riding get you outside and you don’t need a gym.
- Creative Projects – I’m doing a puzzle. I’m watching every Best Picture Academy Award Winning film from every year. I’m reading Anna Karenina – you know, one of those 800-page novels you’ve just never had the time to sit down with – and not feeling guilty. I’m journaling. I’m coloring. I’m writing poems and songs. I’m Netflixing. I’m singing – making cover videos of my favorite songs – all to feel more connected to humanity.
- Rest – Isolation is exhausting. I’m taking a day each week to not even move from my couch or shower. Or, I draw a hot bath and read in the tub. It helps me immensely with feelings of depression and eventually my motivation returns. Not doing anything at all gives me a feeling of stillness during this chaos. No bra. No shaving. Takeout. True crime. Pajamas all day every day. It’s heroic. Just doing my part to save lives. No time but wine and coffee time.
- Socialize – I’m video chatting way more during quarantine with family and friends and it always boosts my spirits. It felt a little like a chore at times to make time to chat when the world was normal, but I’m treasuring the opportunity much more during this time. My family is all in Texas so like many of us graduate students, I’ve sacrificed proximity to loved ones. I’m making sure to reach out more right now to remind them I’m here and to remind myself I’m not alone.
Whether you use this time to
organize your life and be super productive, or whether you use this time to be
still, there’s no right way to adjust and it’s important to know that soon life
will begin to return to normal and you’re doing just fine.
